A Letter To My Lover

As an uninvited guest, he came into my life.

He loved me more than anyone

I am unaware of his presence

When I came to know about him, I avoided him.

I hate him because he came to take me away from my family.

How much I hated him he loved me more and more.

I tried to avoid him day by day,

finally, I fell in love with him.

He took me to a different world,

there I saw many people who are just like me.

They too loved him and came to his world of happiness.

First I am irritated by his presence and his dominance over me.

I felt like killing myself to escape from his hands.

I cannot suffer the pain given by his love.

I don’t know what magical power in him had made me attracted to him. He made my iron heart to melt in his love.

Now I cannot live without his presence, he became a part of me day by day.

My parents tried their best to help me to get rid of him,

 they failed in their attempt to save me from him.

 They give last hope on Almighty, gradually it faded away.

I think God to wish that I should hold my hands with him.

He is waiting for that day when I will come to heaven as his angel.

Now I hated the sympathetic eyes fall on me. 

Everyone criticizes my parents for their carelessness, 

but to say the truth all the mistakes are on my part.

I should not accept his love which hurt my parents, 

I must avoid him from my life from the beginning.

Each day I am getting weaker and weaker, 

he is dragging me towards him

I am waiting for his arrival.

I need to escape from this suffering 

his love is giving me pain

 I cannot suffer anymore, Please!

Dear Death,

Please take me with you from this beautiful world

I beg you to take me away from my parents and my beloved lover.

I am waiting for you wholeheartedly.

Carry me away to the world where there is 

no time barrier, no discrimination, no suffering.

 To the world of, love and happiness…..

Your’s loving 

Me.

By Athira.s